Recently the PCA Historical Center received the donation of a copy of The Central Presbyterian, a newspaper which was originally edited by Moses Drury Hoge and Thomas Verner Moore and published out of Richmond, Virginia from 1856-1908. A sharp-eyed ruling elder from the PCA's Hixson Presbyterian Church in Hixson, TN spotted the old newspaper at a local sale, and we are indebted to him for his alertness and for his generosity in this donation. At this time, this is the only issue of this publication held by the Historical Center.
One article in the newspaper stood out as especially worth sharing. It is titled "A Pastor's Farewell to his Study" and is authored by an otherwise anonymous "H.B.H." This piece first ran in The Boston Recorder, date unknown, and was subsequently republished in The Central Presbyterian on 24 July 1858.
A Pastor's Farewell to his Study.
Providence has assigned me another location, and I must leave, among other places greatly endeared, that upper chamber, called the study. It is now more than twenty years since I first took possession of it. It seemed an interesting locality then; but how much has occurred since to give the place a deeper hold upon my mind.
Sermons have been studied out here, with long and earnest thought. And there they lie on that shelf, piles of them. They have had their day. The simple author thought quite highly of, now and then, of one of them, when in the glow and excitement of effort he finished the last sentence. But the mist in which they loomed up so auspiciously, has passed away and their glory has drooped sadly. He does not exactly know how much light they gave at first; but he has tried some of them lately, and he has the comfort of saying, they ignite freely, and give a cheerful radiance in the place of the ordinary kinds of in-door illumination.
There are ranges of books. Old men are there-fathers and ancients. And young men are there; some of them wiser than their fathers-others less so. They have stood there through slowly rolling years. They disagree, some of them, with each other. And the words of some of them are like those of a fierce hussar in anger with his fellow. But they have not broken the peace of the study, standing quietly side by side.
There is a book. As I look at it in its place upon the shelf, it awakens interesting trains of thought. I will take it down and read the inscription on the fly-leaf. The hand is fair, and the heart was warm that dictated the utterance made by that pen. But they use no such things where the writer has gone. It is a good book-a good man gave it, who has gone to be with the good. And good the work did me. It will outlive me, and do good to others. I love to pray for those who may yet use those books. They will soon be scattered. Let them go. They have been my pleasant and profitable companions in the study; may they go and do good, yet greater good to others.
I look round about the study. That map of the world, how often I have gazed upon it, as I looked to see where moral darkness yet reigns unbroken and again to see where the kingdom of Christ has come in the place of Satan's kingdom. That map has been a powerful preacher. Silently it revealed to me those works of God, the continents, the islands, the oceans, the kingdoms. That map has hung long against the wall. Often as I rested from driving the pen, and looked up, it caught my eye. There was the world-light and shadow-civilization and barbarism-delusions hoary with age, fortified as by mountains and rocks, in the depravity of the heart, and there was Christianity, a little cloud in the vast horizon, but bright and growing brighter, and hastening to fill all lands with its brightness. I am much obliged to that map. It has made many valuable moral impressions upon my mind.
Another book arrests my eye. A note, in a fair hand, is pasted on a fly-leaf, and it reads, "Presented to our pastor by his Bible Class: a small token of their gratitude for his labors for their good." The writer was one of the liveliest of youthful saints, and long since went to the presence of that other Teacher, who leads his friends to living fountains of waters.
I muse on. In this room have been numbers of anxious inquirers. "Hit of the archer," they came in here, sore wounded, and would fain know how they might be healed. Some were healed while here, for the Great Physician was present; and many more, following counsels here given, went away and soon after, "touching the hem of his garment, were made whole." They will never forget this room.
Here have been those-their number is great-who came here to ask, if Zion's gates were open to them, for, hoping in the Saviour's mercy, they would fain confess him before men. They told us, who watched at Zion's gates, why they wished to come. And most touching tales have here been told of the anguish of conscious guilt, and of the terrible gloom of a soull that had no God, of conflict and struggle and temptation, of light dawning upon darkness, of the calm that followed the storm, of a Saviour found, trusted, loved, enjoyed. Ornaments they became of Zion below, though not a few of them have gone up higher.
Sons and daughters of sorrow have come in here. It would relieve them to tell their griefs, even to so poor a representative of "the Man of Sorrows," as the pastor. Some of them sorrowed as does the world, and groped after comfort, and found it not because of their unbelief. Others were children of the Highest, passing under the rod, and through the fire. They came to see if they could not pick up a crumb that had fallen from the Master's table, to see if sorrow's solace could not be found in what they might hear of Him "who carried our griefs." In cases not a few, the weary found rest, and sorrow's tears were wiped away, and the retiring mourner could say, "Return unto thy rest, O my soul, for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee."
Little children have been here in the pastor's study. He welcomed them, seeing the Great Shepherd's example, and was interested in their childish wonder at so many books, and pleased their curiosity by such pictures as a place so lean of that material as the study, could furnish. Those loved little ones! Childish things have dropped from their hands, for years and years are gone. They are scattered---some to distant regions of this land, and some to the farthest realms of the earth; though some in childhood fell asleep, and others later fell asleep,-
"That sleep From which none ever wake to weep."
From which none ever wake to weep."
But I must leave the study. Much it has to do with time, more with eternity-a place of wearisome toil though often of joyful labor; a place of anxiety and care, mingled with gleams of light from the celestial land; a place where God was sought for the anxious pastor's own soul-oftener for the souls of others; a place, a humble Pisgah, where glimpses were caught, at times, of the Delectable Mountains and the Celestial City!
My study! Others will look out of those windows on the pleasant scenery-on the verdant hills and meadows here, and on the glorious ocean yonder. Other voices will be heard within these walls. Others will be here, who have never known what joys and sorrows have been here before them. May it still be a hallowed place, honored by the occupancy of Pilgrims to nobler mansions above; a place where others shall try the power of prayer, and know the sweetness of submission, the strength of faith, the joy of hope, and all the sacred pleasures which flow from communion with God, the Infinite One, and the invisible world.
[from The Central Presbyterian, vol. 3, no .30 (24 July 1858), pg. 1, and originally excerpted from The Boston Recorder]